Like every other Asian, part of my childhood was spent learning how to play a musical instrument. I started taking piano lessons when I was about 8-years-old, and stopped when I was 18. During those 10 years, however, I only performed in 3 recitals. The last one I participated in was back in 1993. I was only 11-years-old at the time…
It was clear Sunday afternoon, and I was scheduled to perform at a joint piano recital being held by my teacher, Ms. F., and her friend/rival piano teacher, Ms. M. The event took place in a small auditorium on a university campus; the room, however, looked like it hadn’t been used since the age of the dinosaurs. It was kind of musty and dark, and there were stacks of chairs all over the place. But somewhere in that jungle of dusty storage stuff, there were actually theater seats and a small stage with a baby grand piano on it.
I didn’t know it then, but I was about to have one of the worst experiences of my childhood…no, of my life.
The recital started at around 2:00 p.m., and I was listed as the ninth performer on the program sheet. I was doing okay watching the first 7 students perform, but when the 8th kid went up, I suddenly turned into a hot mess. It wasn’t because I was nervous about playing the piano in front of 50 strangers—that was the easy part. I was freaking out because of something much, much worse.
Maybe there were vibrations coming from the piano, or it’d been a long time since that room had been exposed to fresh air and light—but while the 8th student was performing, something in that room woke up. It was very alive and apparently very angry at us for disturbing it because it started flying around the piano. And it was moving so quickly that the only thing I could tell was that it was brown.
I kept watching it fly circles around the piano until it finally disappeared. And it couldn’t have picked a better time to go away because it was my turn to play. I walked towards the stairs leading up to the stage and then:
“Ffttt!”
Out of nowhere, that crazy brown thing reappeared and flew right in front of me. I turned to my teacher and made this “do I have to?” face, and she responded with a “you better go up there” look of her own. That was a sign of rotten things to come.
So I sat at the piano and tried to play my song, all while a mysterious brown thing flew around my head. And it was really close to my face because I could hear its wings flapping whenever it came nearer.
The only thing I could think about was, “what is that?!” I didn’t know if I was playing the right keys, or if my tempo was correct. I was just going through the motions. What if that thing is a bat? A blood-sucking bat? Or a bird? What am I going to do if it takes a dump on my head?
I managed to stop freaking out long enough to realize I was close to the end of the song. My nerves started to ease up: I’m going to be home free soon! I’m going to be able to get away from this scary flying turd!
And then…
So not joking. I was sitting on a stage, in the middle of performing at a piano recital, and that brown thing freaking flew into my face! It flew into my face!
Reflexively, I grabbed it with both hands and pulled it off me…
Giant-Ass Moth!
*Awkward silence*
I never played in another piano recital ever again.